dream .

i think bout it like every second in my life,questioning things that happened though i know it so terribly stupid for me to do that. yes, call me stupid or morone or anything that you wish; i don't have any right to say anything. after all its your mouth and you lips that you used to utter, your brain to think about the most suitable words for me hahaha :D *okayy tis is too much* 
the question will forever wandering and swimming in my brain's river and will forever there until the real perfect moment come and for that very moment to come it really needs me to be extra patient and have to have extra strength to stay on the ground;literally means to stay on the ground or else i will be somewhere out there or even on my college rooftop thinking to be a superwoman you know,testing my power to jump off the roof and really be on the ground and moment after that underground already which i hope its never gonna happen to me . okay, get back to the question . whats the use of me mumbling all alone here but nobody cares; no one even bother to care or even to just take a glimpse on whats happening to me or even to my life . *okayy,im being sarcastic here as that 'no one' here refers to that particular 'somenone' hahaha * 

the question  .. what is the question all about actually? me myself idk! seriously idk .. maybe i am too drag away with the question and thats why i ended up saying this, i mean the whole idea of me telling you this. * am i being too complicated here? haha. * 
each footsteps i take, i will be wondering ; there must be one very good solid reason on why He gives me him . *again about him! so?* and does he really L me? *got me?* hahaha :D

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this afternoon, sir Rohimmi brought Mr. Patrick Yeoh to our class as a guest and he's there to give us a brief overview on what Sarawakian literature all about and he as well talked about his own play which has been produced in the year of 1969 and only get a chanced to be really published by the year 1972. The play entitle 'The Need to Be' ; and what makes his story related to mine was actually when he mentioned about the dream and how he had this one thought that everybody has their own right to live their own dream. be it if he's only a beggar, still; he got his own way of dreaming and we can't simply judge his dream. So,live your dream and do anything that you to achieve it and with this i hope he will do so. i know he's a nobody but you have your own dream and i always have faith in you that someday,somehow you will achieve it my dear. 

but;
change the way you think and please believe in yourself as no one can ever really believe in you other than you yourself do so .  ilysm and will always do so . please please and please stop being cold and acting ridiculously and weirdly as it hurts . i swear its hurt tho you mite not notice it . 

mR.woobie ;)

 

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